I have always been a hug person.
When someone holds you tight enough,
It feels safe enough to finally let go.
On downcast days, when the skies seem too heavy to hold up,
And your tender shoulders seem far too frail to cope,
When rain threatens to burst forth from your own cloudy eyes,
And the sun is too bleak to summon rainbows,
Fall into my embrace,
And cry.
The ugly kind, with puffy eyes and quivering lips.
And when you’ve run out of tears for a while,
Come to my arms to find your [redacted]
I was always very clumsy as a child.
And every time I fell,
It felt like an omen which said,
Don’t try to fly, you’re better off on the ground.
The next time you find yourself down and out,
And you’re just too tired to get up again,
When the stars seem unfathomable,
And the moon just a cruel taunt,
I will crouch down right beside you.
As I wash your bruises with my tears,
I will remind you that the ground is where all the hidden treasures lie,
And that you’re just another diamond in the rough, waiting to be mined.
And when you’re tired of being on the land,
Call out to me, and I’ll give you my [redacted]
I went on a hike once, and I hated it.
Steep slopes are always cruel on my one weak ankle.
And they make me despise my defective foot,
Forgetting, that it is the same foot,
That has bravely seen me through every rooftop dance party.
The next time you feel you’ve fallen out of grace,
I’ll show you my ankle,
Swollen with pride at chasing unreachable destinations.
When you feel vulnerable,
Delicate as a painted china doll,
And your dreams all feel hollow,
Because they are rooted in fairy tales,
And you cannot see the magic in yourself,
Peer into my eyes.
When you can no longer believe,
When your dreams seem little more than their wraith,
Count on me, for I will be there to have [redacted]
You see, life happens in the pauses,
The things left unsaid.
The sharp words that we don’t spit out,
Even as they sting the tongue,
And you can taste the metallic twinge of blood.
It is much sweeter than the guilt,
After a bitter falling-out.
The words, pushing to make it to the tongue,
Which are choked back, quashed in the throat,
Their only escape is through the eyes gleaming with emotions,
Till the pillows start tasting of salt on lonely nights.
There are things that need to be said,
And some that really, really don’t.
And we spend a lifetime deciding which is which.
Running to shout what hasn’t been said,
And regretting what already has.
If we could unwrite a play already enacted,
Life would be so much more simple,
If only certain words could be [redacted].